U crazy is wat dey say...not all there...been hearin dat since I culd
talk...ur a beast..normal ppl aint loud..dey dun roar...im a
monster....y she talk like dat...leave me alone...y u hit him...he hit
me first....can't u stay still..nah neva dat...mind is foggy jus like
tonight...no view to remind me da world is beautiful...its all
ugly...like me...y can't I breathe...da train echoes between da
buildings...its light fills da sky..u wuld think a storm is
coming...trapt wit a cloud ova mah head....one swig of dis helps me to
forget...its cold..mah body shivers..ur too nice..I kno I try...why....I
think of da fallen...catch me...hold me...tell me its gonna get
better...wake up barbi wake up...dey say good things come to those dat
wait...how much longer...I smile cuz its hurts to cry...but I feel all
of it...every lie....everywun deserves a chance...where's mine?
original date May 3, 2008
